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a conversation for the future

2008-01-24


i'm tired and i'd like nothing more than to sleep right now but honestly, i cannot.
i forgot what it was like to sleep at night, safe
without the chance of unhappy surprises happening.

i can't go back, need to stop living in the past.
i want to live in the future
sometimes i know its the past i dwell

the family, mine, not always who i wish they were
the ones i consider family, having never let me down.

we choose our friends and here i choose my future...
live in the present, not the past and forgive myself.

easier said than done.

**Note: tomorrow I will be talking to our doctor.  He's in denial and I know him, if i dont say anything  he may never say anything, he may never get help for himself.

Gone4Ever (2008-01-27)
Life just is what it is I guess

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